Well, I’m not quite sure how I should feel right now. I mean its finals week – but yet I’m not really all that stressed. My classes are pretty cake – Chemistry, Personal Finance, Life Issues (the easiest GPA booster ever) and then there’s math… the evil that very well may just be the end of me. Oh dear could you imagine that? Death by math class – even I see that that is comical!

But again it’s complicated. I have tried my hardest to forget something, but that something just doesn’t want to be forgotten. A vice like grip on my sanity isn’t going to win you any brownie points. No all of that was out the window months ago. Is it not reasonable to want to just MOVE ON? To be left alone. I think it is. I think that if a person isn’t answering calls, texts, email, messages – anything then leave them alone! It’s enough to make me sick, I’m tired of it and maybe he should just get a clue.

There’s another thing about situations that bug me. I understand that sometimes what happens during the summer happens but sometimes it’s not just a summer fling. If something goes on for 10 months isn’t is more than that? I would think so, but I also understand that it was different. That we had something that was going nowhere and fast but still, feelings are left. And throwing the drunken calls my way is uncalled for; I’d rather talk to the one that tried to walk a dog that wasn’t there. That’s the one I used to go and meet, not this big shot with the liquor. I don’t know what to make of the situation anymore. All I can say is that I am done; I won’t go down that path.